https://mildmelancholia.files.wordpress.com/2021/05/tokuchimoment.jpg My experiences with life are quite limited when compared to the majority of the human race. I havent lived long enough to claim otherwise. This does not invalidate what I do know and have experienced it just means that there is far too much that Ive yet to understand. Theres always progress to be made in life regardless of how successful one may be. Despite the areas in which I may lack I do not think it would be improper of me to state that life is a gamble. review contains mild spoilers its adapted from my bloghttps://mildmelancholia.com/2021/05/06/thephilosophyoftokuchitoua/ Personal Anecdote When I turned 18 my mom took me to the casino. She gave me twenty dollars to wager and mess around with. Anyone thats been to a casino knows that this amount of money isnt really enough to work with. My mother and I didnt spend much time there before we went back home. Its been a few years since then so my memory is a bit spotty. What I do remember though is that I came out of there with close to 23 times as much money as I did when walking in. This was my first taste of literal gambling. Ive heard numerous people say You always win your first time. This is often used in reference to how people get hooked on casinosand perhaps gambling in general. Now not everyone actually wins on their first time out carousing but some inevitably do. For those unlucky few it can become either a blessing or a curse. After all if you dont win on your first try there is no reason for you to get hooked on it. As for myself I never really got hooked on casinos or gambling. Throughout the years since my first win I have probably been to the casino 510 times. As best as I can recall I have always come out with less than what I went in with. The feeling that accompanies losing x amount of money is one of the more emasculating sensations Ive ever experienced. VERY recently I was having consistent delusions of grandeur. Perpetual daydreams of amassing a fortune out of nowhere wasnt just a part of my daily routine it was my daily routine. Not really sure where these daydreams were coming from. I guess I could call it a quarterlife crisis. When it comes to my personal circumstances I probably have it better than most people. Regardless I cant help but find myself wishing that life werent so tedious. Constantly looking for an easy way out of lifes problems. As a result of this way of thinking I decided to invest a large portion of my money in some meme stonks. In addition I also decided that I was going to hit it big at the casino. Im not going to elaborate on my stock portfolio but I will talk a bit about my time at the casino. Long story short I lost 600 over the course of three nights. Each night I went in with 200. Whats crazy about it is that I got down to my last 19 dollars on the third night yet I came back with a run where happened to almost make up for all of my losses throughout the week. I walked out of the casino and got in my pickup roughly 28 dollars down. Mind you I was only 28 dollars out considering what I had already lost up until that point. I dont know what got into me but the dissatisfaction I felt in those moments was far worse than when I had walked out the two previous nights with nothing. As I sat behind my steering wheel holding that cash in my hand I thought to myself I didnt come here to almost break even. Not gonna lie it sounds pretty cringe but thats what went through my mind at the time. Call it what you will but this did happen merely weeks ago. Im literally not even joking when I say that I saw the face of Tokuchi Toua in those moments. Something that he says relatively often rang in my ears that night. A low possibility means its not zero. Baseball Boring? My attempts to capture the nature of this story will always be left lacking regardless of what I say. I have nothing but praise for it. It is classic MADHOUSE. I cant really provide much insight when it comes to the animes nature as an adaptation but I will say that it is good in and of itself. As far as I can tell One Outs seems to be overlooked fairly often by many people. I can only assume that this has something to do with its association with baseball. I am particularly fond of the game of baseball. Having spent the greater portion of my life in and around the game playing it watching it etc. I feel like its only natural that I would retain some affection for the sport. This may not be the case for everyone similar to myself but thats how it is for me. There is a trend that I have noticed throughout the years with those that are removed from the sportpeople that may be considered outsiders of the game. They always seem to hold fast to the conviction that baseball is boring. Im not going to attempt to illustrate the issues with this claim. There is way too much that I would have to take into consideration in order for me to accomplish that. Even then itd be pointless. As human beings autonomous individuals we all have different tastes. Its not rational to expect everyone to equally enjoy the things that we enjoy ourselves. With that being said though its a good rule of thumb for people to go be willing to push the limit of their comfort zones and go beyond what theyre typically o.k. with. Dont take the previous sentence the wrong way. All I am trying to put out there is that trying something different may surprise us. We shouldnt discredit stories based off of the fact that it contains or even revolves around something we tend to find uninteresting. In the case of One Outs Im referring to baseball and even sports in general. Im certain that many have missed out on what this work has to offer simply because they overlooked it due to something as petty as that. The Story When the first episode of One Outs opens up the audience is introduced to the man known as Hirochi Kojima. At the time of his introduction Kojima is nearing the end of his legendary major league baseball i.e. Nippon Professional Baseball career. Throughout his twenty year career Kojima has consistently been known as one of the best players in the game. Winning MVPs and batting was no rare occasion for him. Despite Kojimas accolades he has never won a championship. Im tempted to compare Kojima to Albert Pujols if Albert Pujols never won a World Series title. Hes played for the Lycaons for his entire career yet they have never had all the cogs in the machine working properly. The team has a history of finishing at the bottom of the league standings. Prior to the beginning of what may turn out to be his final season Kojima and a few teammates go on a training camp prior to the beginning of the baseball season. When their pitcher injures his finger and can no longer pitch to Kojima a couple of his buddies from the traveling entourage begin to search for a new pitcher. What follows this misfortune is nothing this training camp disaster is nothing short of fortuitous. Call it fate luck or whatever you want to really. When Kojima and company stumble upon the One Outs game by chance they find a solution to a problem they didnt even know they had. One Outs is a game a microcosmic form of baseball where a pitcher and batter duel 1on1 with money on the line. It functions as a stasis for gambling. One Outs is a source of entertainment where many people from different walks of life gather at a rundown ball field to observe and wager their money to see the best man win. There are various ways for the batter to win a game of One Outs. The most blatant form of a win for the batter is by putting the ball in play into fair territory. As long as the ball rolls beyond the pitchers mound the batter remains victorious. In addition the batter can also win if the pitcher walks or hits him with a pitch. Things arent as easy for the pitcher. There is really only one way for him to win: he must strike the batter out. If a batter does not swing and miss for a strike the ball must land somewhere in the painted strike zone that is found on the backstop. Under these circumstances I feel like it is safe to say that the batter has a decent advantage over the pitcher who must throw the ball. https://mildmelancholia.files.wordpress.com/2021/05/image.png Tokuchi Toua makes his first appearance within the first five minutes of episode one. It is during these opening moments where it is revealed that as a pitcher Tokuchi has a One Outs winloss record of 4990. Hes never been beaten. Time and time again he has taken part in the gamble and never once lostto anyone. As the rest of the episode and season plays out Tokuchis nature as both a pitcher and gambler become known to the audience. There is something special about this guy who seems to be in full control of the game despite him being barely twenty years old. Tokuchi Touas Character The essence of Tokuchi Toua cannot be summed up with the a brief character description. Id be more than tempted to state that his character is enigmatic the nature of Toua is rather difficult to discern. With this being the case its only natural that a few sentences are unable to paint a full picture of the young man that is Tokuchi Toua. Quite honestly the complexity of his character lies in a number of different factors. Its not my intention to capture all of the different aspects of Touas personality. I dont really have the desire to attempt such a feat. This would be neither practical nor wiseas I have yet to finish the manga at this point in time. My own perspective derives from how Toua is portrayed in the anime alone. Considering the fact that the manga hasnt been adapted to the screen in its entirety itd be rather insincere for me to analyze his full character. https://mildmelancholia.files.wordpress.com/2021/04/toua.png?w=1024 Instead of taking a broader look at Tokuchi Toua and his character Id rather focus on the examination of his words. Tokuchis words are hauntingly quotable Id be lying if I claimed otherwise. For anyone that has read or watched One Outs what Im saying may or may not make sense. The aforementioned protagonists external conduct can be difficult to discern. Judging merely by the way he carries himself itd be near impossible to make his intentions known. What Im trying to say isTokuchi Toua is an authentic genuine character. One may be tempted to believe that he doesnt really care for muchif anything at all. Id have to argue that this sentiment couldnt be further from the truth. Take Risks The ability to take risks and accept consequences regardless of the outcome is something that carries on into various avenues of life. Its difficult to measure how wide the chasm that separates those who arent able to take risks from those who are. Taking risks is a fundamental component of living life the way it is meant to be lived. Life is undoubtedly scary even terrifying at times. Due to fear of the unknown people tend to deploy themselves head first into comfort. Everyone finds comfort in different things this isnt necessarily a bad thing. Its merely a part of being human. Though if a persons desire for comfort turns to excess it can and will become the ruin of them. Taking risks in the eyes of Tokuchi Toua means letting go of what could go wrong. Holding fast to the possibilities of victory allows oneself to break through the barriers of negative thoughts. Just because theres a slim chance of success or of winning it doesnt negate the possibilities of legitimate victory. Now this isnt to say one should sell their possessions and go buy scores of lottery tickets while using Tokuchis quotes as justification. Essentially remain balanced but be willing to step outside the comfort zone and push boundaries. A Will to Win Another integral part of Tokuchis mindset is his unwavering desire to win. Hes a token example of how much our resolve can extend us beyond limits that are otherwise inexplicable. With enough willpower overcoming anyone and anything that stands in the way of victory is not out of the question. The competitive nature of Tokuchis is best demonstrated in the way he maxes out his own abilities. He gathers all of his eggs into the basket using them in the most fitting and efficient way possible. Strictly speaking Tokuchi does not have a strong arsenal as a pitcher. He cant overwhelm people with his fastball velocity he doesnt really have any secondary pitches. What he can do though is place his fastball on a dime. His ability to locate his fastball is next to none this can be viewed as ones ultimate exertion of the will. Tokuchi illustrates that the path to developing such a resolve is not a pretty one. On the contrary its brutal. He compares the process to trampling over corpses. If we are to steel ourselves as Tokuchi puts it we must be willing to let go of how others perceive us. Caring what others think is of no use. Desiring victory in whatever form it may be requires us to be prepared for battle. We must gird our loins. SelfReliance I know its an old chestnut but it remains relevant. If you want anything done right do it yourself. Tokuchi Toua would concur and agree with this. Throughout One Outs he continually preaches and demonstrates the necessity for selfreliance. When it comes to life shit happens. Honestly it just does. This becomes obvious to most people by the time they reach adulthood. Regardless of ones place in the world there will always be obstacles thrown in the way that cannot be anticipated. Life throws us curveballs. In these situations its tempting to cast blame on others or try to find someone else to point the finger at. It is in times like these where we need to avoid that impulse and take a good look in the mirror. Confidence and humility are not mutually exclusive. Ive always been under the impression that the two of these attributes are incompatible. At the very least I feel like having too much confidence will extinguish the humility an individual possessesand vice versa. Tokuchi challenged this presupposition of mine. He embodies an outside perspective for this dilemma thats rather uncommon. Its ok to be confident not merely for its own sake but because we dont really have a choice. If you dont do something yourself nothing will ever happen. But if you workIf you do somethingSomething will definitely change. Take Responsibility This reveals the more sentimental side of Tokuchis personality. I would never say that he is sensitive but the moments where he calls attention to the issue of responsibility are probably the closest he gets to letting his guard down. Despite his youth when Tokuchi voices his opinion about responsibility one cannot help but be convinced that he is speaking from personal experience. There are two separate instances that come to mind where he specifically touches upon the nature of responsibility: If you ruined someones silver tableware you must repay with gold tableware. The president of a polluting manufacturing plant must live beside the plants chimney. Thats what taking responsibility means. However the people in socalled high positions never see the consequences. When mistakes are made they will casually bow their heads and apologize. They think thats enough. Are you one of them too? To take responsibility is to take the pain onto yourself. It means to bear more pain than what others felt because of your mistake. This ties into selfreliance but it remains distinct. Itd be more fitting to say that the nature of taking responsibilityspecifically in the eyes of Tokuchi Touais the offspring that stems from dependable selfreliance. One who is truly selfreliant i.e. humbly confident and/or confidently humble will be capable of empathizing with their peers. This helps tie everything else in and viceversa. Conclusion All that I have written here is by no means a complete expos on Tokuchi Toua as a character nor of One Outs as a series. That would be a tad bizarre for me to claim that. My intention with writing this piece is to paint a picture of an intriguing character that I am particularly fond of. If I wanted to make this a more complete work Id have to finish reading the original source material. Reading the manga is something I plan on getting back around to and doing as soon as possible. At any rate there are definitely edifying words that emerge from the lips of Tokuchi Toua. Although I wouldnt say that he is someone to imitate completely I do think he has a solid grasp on the human condition. There is a lot one can learn from what he has to say. His ability to assess situations and bolt himself into action is next to none. Based off of what he himself says all of us are capable of going beyond our selfimposed limits. He is an encouragement for viewers in the sense that he calls attention to the necessity of selfrealization and proves overcoming fear is within our reach. Ill refer to the four points I mentioned earlier taking risks the will to win relying on oneself and taking responsibility as Tokuchi Touas Pillars of Human Development. Kinda cringe I guess but it flows nicely. I feel like these pillars / principles are applicable to each and every one of our lives regardless of who we are or where we come from. If we dare to take these virtues to heart we will slowly begin to recognize the changes in ourselvesboth internally and externally. At any rate if anything Ive said about this subject interests you Id highly recommend checking out the anime and the manga as well. One Outs very well deserves the acclaim that it has received if not more. Not only is it one of the most compelling entertaining baseball stories Ive encountered its compelling and entertaining in its own right. What I mean to say is that it is not just good for a baseball and sports anime. Nah man. Its just good. Period.