A Condition Called Love is a rather ambitious show that attempts to explore the idealisation of relationships but does not quite achieve clarity or incisiveness with its aims and ideas. To give credit to the shows intentions it is certainly doing something interesting and worthwhile as a reply to a romance genre where many stories gloss over or do not even consider the consequences of having their characters be hopeless romantics. Yet it is apt to question if this intention can be clearly understood in the initial episodes by a viewer without access to sources of information outside the text. Of course it is difficult to lay the sole blame for this confusion on the show. The increasing awareness of critiques against older anime and manga framing extreme acts as romantic has likely led audiences to become more sensitive and skeptical of any overtures that can be construed as toxic or even just imperfect. This by itself sows a certain amount of inherent confusion in if the show intends to play Hananois actions straight as unreservedly romantic or if they are a major flaw for him to work through. However the show does not take a subtle approach to introducing its themes that might justify some of this confusion as a necessary sacrifice since it opens almost immediately with Hananoi behaving in an extremely intense manner. While that is certainly in keeping with his character and part of the point there is a lack of an immediate follow up in the narrative that recognises his flaws even in a vague manner. It results in the intentions of the show remaining unclear and there being no real initial push or goal for the character arcs to deliberately move towards. Even though it becomes a clear deconstruction later in the series it is far too late to alleviate the reasonable confusion or suspicion from the initial episodes. With A Condition Called Love benefitting from neither subtly nor clarity due to its narrative decisions it is hard to justify its current structure despite it eventually becoming clear what the show was going for. It also makes it difficult to be emotionally invested in the relationship of our lead characters despite there being sufficient connection and chemistry between them later on. Even though there are interesting ideas and themes on display it feels like the show rushed to its commentary at the expense of its initial characterisation leading to a distinctly lopsided experience that is understandably a little hard to love. The decision to open the narrative by immediately displaying the intense idealisation Hananoi has of a romantic relationship ends up hampering the show in the long run with how it fails to manage audience expectations. Everything about A Condition Called Loves framing from its art style to cinematography paints it in the vein of a more traditional shojo series. With that comes the reasonable audience expectation of the initial encounter between our leads being meant to establish and sell their compatibility to the viewer on some level. While the show does subvert this expectation thematically with how unnervingly intense Hananois actions are it does not do so effectively on an emotional level which then hampers conveying its more complex aim than just being another boymeetsgirl story. The show never commits to truly framing Hananois actions as overwhelming or even scary due to their intensity. Understandably so since it would make it difficult to reasonably justify any continued interaction between him and Hotaru. Yet it also does not effectively establish the impression of a deeply flawed but wellmeaning Hananoi it was likely going for. Much of this is down to Hotarus accommodating and perhaps almost nave internal narration which leaves her naturally caring and concerned personality feeling more like it is being used as a crutch to soften Hananois image as many other shojo series are guilty of. There is the immediate suspicion that the show might not be aware of how fanatical his actions actually appear especially with how soon he is going to such lengths for Hotaru. Or worse that it is trying to continue the outdated trope of objectively crazy gestures being endearing as long as the other party reciprocates the feelings. The show never fully bites the bullet in its opening episode by having Hotaru respond with clear trepidation to Hananoi making it obvious she is concerned for him not out of being flattered or moved by his actions but because it has gone past that point and into alarm. The audience still shares some of the blame since their increasing genre awareness has backfired here creating suspicions where someone with less knowledge might see none or perhaps even understand the shows intentions right off the bat. Although there would undoubtedly be some viewers who will still fail to grasp the point no matter how clearly it is made the narrative as it stands does at the very least create understandable doubts. The show seems distinctly to want to have its cake and eat it too with how it keeps its softer and romanticised framing while critiquing character actions that are directly propped up by said framing in other media. For instance there are multiple times when Hananoi says lines like Im not sure if Ill be able to hold back or I want you all to myself. While he certainly does not intend for these lines to be sinister or threatening and Hananoi never acts on them to hurt Hotaru intentionally the contents and sheer intensity of the words necessarily make it appear that way. The framing around these moments always remains rosy or at least unchanged from the norm making it seem as if the audience is supposed to view these overtures as romantic thus creating a dissonance. It is almost certain that the shows objective was to create a more nuanced impression in Hananoi expressing his genuine feelings with benign intentions yet also having cultivated them wrongly and displaying them in too intense a manner due to his idealisation of love. While the current approach could be argued as subtlety or making the point of how powerful and abusable framing in media can be it is also less than effective storytelling given that neither the framing of the scenes nor the contents of the text give any clarity to its intentions. In a vacuum this might not be an issue or actually be rather fascinating for a viewer who notices it. However the wider media landscape is one of inherent suspicion surrounding these kinds of dynamics and whether that climate remains well founded or not there still should have been some priority given to making things clearer given the unfavourable context. At best this dissonance creates confusion since the show frames the undesirable actions of Hananoi and those that are appreciated by Hotaru as almost indistinguishable from each other. At worst it is attempting to leverage the genre familiarity of a viewer to do something more complex yet it is also doing almost nothing to mitigate how its narrative and framing would appear dubious or exactly like the various flaws the show wants to critique. While unfair to foist the lions share of responsibility for this onto the writer the lack of clarity in the goals of the show and managing audience expectations is still something that detracts from the experience regardless of the cause or intentions behind it. Even though holding this against the show as incompetence or a failure is going too far it is also hard to overlook or ignore the effect it has on creating an unnecessarily difficult first impressions. Unfortunately the rapid escalation and directness of the first episode is never quite paid off either. At least not in a timely manner within the first half of the season. There is no realisation in Hananoi or Hotarus internal narration much less a scene between them that firmly establishes there was even a problem somewhere in that interaction or that something needs to change. This is not to say that the show needs to spell out its core conflict so blatantly like a thesis statement or that the characters need to realise the entirety of the problem so early on. However there is a lack of any acknowledgement even at the preliminary level of selfdoubt with Hananoi wondering why his actions did not seem to work or Hotaru wondering what would drive someone to act like that. Not only does this sustain some of the earlier confusion with the idea that Hotaru might be unconditionally accepting of Hananois behaviour but it leads to none of their following growth feeling deliberate for quite some time. Much of it appears more coincidental in that Hananoi stumbles into change due to circumstance instead of him taking a more active role in the attempts. That or it creates the unintentional impression of the narrative being excessively accommodating of his flaws since neither the characters nor the framing of the show offers much pushback for a while. The show does later establish the idea of relationships necessarily changing a person more subconsciously which does explain the lack of direct questioning from its characters. Yet if the show was intent on exploring this idea it could have shown both deliberate and unconscious changes people make for their significant other both for good and for ill. Of course a major part of A Condition Called Love involves tackling the idea of it being difficult to change without the help of someone else. In that area the latter parts of the show execute this idea in a compelling and tender way with how Hotaru accommodates enough of Hananois feelings to validate him while presenting him ways and opportunities to improve for both their sakes. It is certainly sweet and deeply endearing how she chooses to work with him through his flaws and sees through them to his real qualities and intentions instead of backing away because it is overwhelming. While some degree of this idealisation is still appropriate given this is ultimately entertainment the narrative still creates the impression that Hotaru is perhaps doing too much of the work in this relationship. The attempt to set up and justify this dynamic by exploring the redeeming qualities of Hananoi is handed to the episodes between the shows opening and its midseason point. However there is a lack of an active direction in the characters or questions for them to address in these episodes leaving it feeling like they are indulging Hananois flaws for a substantial period of time. It particularly hurts the suspension of disbelief since most displays of his behaviour during these episodes come off as being unbelievably flagrant with only a minor narrative payoff in a fairly direct save the cat moments to counterbalance it. There is plenty of hinting at other compelling parts of his characters with things like Hananoi being shown to live alone but they all constantly resist telling the viewers anything concrete. It is a pity since we only find out the full extent of Hananois beliefs about love in the latter half of the season when it could have been something he would declared up front given his romanticism. It would have more effectively given the audience and Hotaru something to mull over while not giving too much away since it still preserves the mystery of how or why Hananoi came to have these views. His beliefs are still easy to infer from both his actions and scattered statements but the aforementioned problem with framing makes it difficult to be certain that Hananois views are actually something the show is preparing to deconstruct instead of just being outdated romantic platitudes. Due to all of this the show ends up both somehow diving too fast into its themes yet feels like it is beating around the bush because of the unclear narrative direction in the first half of the season. The current narrative structure has the audience get to know what makes Hananoi tick only after the initial shock of seeing how intense he can be in the first episode. This leaves the series feeling like it was lacking set up with how it instantly and rawly showed Hananois character as opposed to doing something more subtle where his overly intense romantic side came out after more buildup and peeled back a normal or even charming surface level demeanour. Yet the show also does not feel as if it is benefitting from this initial bold decision since it is rather passive in its followup of showing more of Hananois characters and redeeming qualities making it almost feel like a retroactive justification. This places a great deal of strain on the audience since first impressions of him besides being confusing are starting from a relatively low point. Rearranging the narrative to have the initial interactions and relationship with Hananoi be more conventional and only show its more extreme side in perhaps the second episode would likely produce a more subtle approach that could convince more viewers to continue with the show. At the very least it would have more directly clarified the narrative was aware of how Hananoi appeared if it switched up its framing. Yet it would also be a difficult task given that it would be drastically retooling the source material and potentially change the tone of the show too much if not done well. At the very least they should have perhaps noted his kindness to strangers sooner to give a more compelling reason for Hotaru to initially see something in him beyond seeming almost morbidly intrigued by his outlook and behaviour. All this begs the question of how much the first impressions of the characters mattered and or if it was the confusion with intentions that made it difficult for viewers to become invested. It was always going to be a difficult sell given the show was going for a male lead that is deeply flawed and to a degree even offputting in ways that feel perhaps too real or close to home. Especially so with current trends and expectations around romance anime to have immediately likeable or in some cases almost flawless male love interests to heavily play into the wish fulfilment element. Whether it is fair for an audience to condemn a show over such surfacelevel elements and preconceived notions aside it was always going to be an uphill battle to convince an audience of something that appears like a toxic romance or I can fix him narrative. The structure of A Condition Called Love certainly does not do itself any favours either with this problem nor do something later in its narrative that justifies having to suffer this rough opening for the sake of some other compelling idea or moment. The difficult initial impression is certainly a pity since the latter half of the season has some compelling chemistry and character moments between Hananoi and Hotaru. The show convincingly shows that despite their very different ideas and feelings about the concept of love beneath that they have a lot in common in how they wish they could treat and connect with others. It eventually does reach the point though perhaps not soon enough where Hananois abrasive lessthanideal beliefs and behaviour become palatable if not interesting and compelling in their complexity because the audience is assured that he is aware of it and in the process of changing. The show still keeps to it being a difficult process to undo such core ideas about how love should be and one that does not always succeed on the first try. But the show still gives it a convincing pace of progress and a strong emotional punch with how his growth interacts with Hotarus own journey. There is also something moving about seeing someone like Hananoi who has only idealised romance in the abstract receiving genuine affection for the first time. Even more so that he struggles to earn it and that it comes in a form different from what he imagined. Even then the hidden childhood connection trope revealed later on is still hard not to find cliche. And despite the narrative establishing Hananois inability to hold even normal friendships regardless of gender the narrative still does not seem interested in fleshing out Hananois nonromantic relationships the minimal amount required to make him feel like a more complete character. With that it is hard to feel that the show is excellent even when giving it the benefit of a complete blind eye to its lessthanideal opening. It certainly would be better even good with that handicap but still does not leave itself without notable flaws that might justify such a drastic benefit. Overall it is impossible to offer a great deal of praise for A Condition Called Love given how understandably confusing its opening was and how long it takes for all its pieces to fall into place. It is hard to give the show a 7 out of 10 with the difficulty in feeling emotionally invested in the characters during the first half of the season and how that dampens some of the later character moments since the audience connection with them is not as strong as it ought to be. Maybe a viewer who goes in forearmed with knowledge of the shows intentions might be able smooth out the initial rough patches such that it rises to an 8 in their eyes. But that is not a reasonable request of most audience members since a text should be selfcontained in conveying its objective. Yet something like a 5 or even 6 feels far too harsh since there are plenty of laudable and interesting things being executed when it comes to interrogating ideas around the idealisation of love and what it means to different people. Even with my personal preference for ideas and themes being the most compelling elements of a show it is still impossible not to notice how hard it is to feel emotionally invested or moved by the characters due to the rough opening. With that a 6.5 out of 10 feels like an apt score. It is painful to give it such a low score especially because much of the criticisms against the show seem to involve misconstruing the narratives intention with Hananoi deliberately or not or even just flat out refusing to entertain the idea of a flawed character. But it is simply too hard to overlook how the show did not do many favours for itself in its opening and how that might be the reason it is missing the spark that really grips and draws in the viewer into being invested in its characters.